Dear Blog,
I apologise if you feel slightly abused after this post. However, it is necessary that I vent this....so thank you for your co-operation. I wanted to keep the Halloween pic's on the top, but there are better one's to come.....Right Mandie?

OK SO MY DATE! Where do I start. I had a major crush on this fella...on a scale of 1-10 I would say his "looks" are a 39. I would hate to write to much negative just incase he turns around, but our future is not looking so bright. The evening started off lovly. He arrived, we chatted, waited on Mandy and Jake to go to the Hayride. I think he is shy, but shy does not excuse manners. SO we go to get in the car...did he open the door? NOPE! Strike one. Forgive me if I am a girl and that matters to me, but it does. All of my guy friends do it...so why not someone who likes you? Well, our ride was interesting. I found myself saying crazy stuff just to try and make him laugh, he was loosening up a bit and started chatting which was wonderful and he was actually pretty funny. Somehow we managed to witness an awful wreck between three cars! IT WAS AWFUL! I WAS SHAKING! It turned out to be a hit and run I guess because fortunately they all jumped in the car and drove off...fortunate no one was hurt I mean. SO on to the Hayride...WE pull up to the gate and turns out! HE HAS NO CASH! So he turns and looks at me...............................OK this is our first date, maybe on down the line I would gladly pay. I dont believe the guy should ALWAYS pay, but at least for awhile. That blew my mind. Strike two. The hayride was a blast. He was really sweet and snuggled up on me which at the time I thought well sure this is great! Under the stars, cute guy, what else could you need? HA! Well, On the way up I kept saying how funny it would be if one of us 4 got drug off the wagon, because they do that on occasion.....guess who did. OH I DID! By HillBilly Bob. He grabbed me and started dancing with me and before I knew it he had me up in the air and off the wagon to the jail. Playing with the hillbilly's would have to be the highlight of my evening. They painted my face with black stripes and sent me on my way to catch up with my buddies. I thought it was hollarious. You would THINK if this happened to the girl you were with you might comment like "Haha nice stripes!" Or "Does that not bother you"? I thought it was all in good fun, and I accomplished my goal of getting drug off, so I don't care what he thinks. Who wants a girl who's so prissy that shes afraid to get dirty? Maybe guys do I dont know. I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU WANT!! HAHA!! On the way home I almost fell asleep. I guess we were all tired from our Halloween Adventures considering we were all out late together two previous nights....but the best is yet to come. WE get to my apartment, Mandy and Jake get out... and it's just me and him in the car. Im thinking ok so he will walk me to my door.......NO!!! WE sit there for about 5 minutes...He just looks at me and says well I had fun and THEN!!! TRIED TO KISS ME! Strike three. Well, ha, I gave him a hug and said I had fun as well and I would see him later. Still did not walk me to the door. I am no longer impressed. Honestly, the hottness of this fella does not cancel out the fact that I got the impression he wanted a hook-up girl and not something else. After being in a relationship where we didn't kiss for well over a month...kissing on the first date is not an option for me. We really cared for eachother and that is so much better. IM not that kinda hook-up girl anymore. Im not a prude but by God, I would like to know someone better before that. Maybe this is just the big man's way of telling me not to persue a relationship with anyone? Because everytime I try...well....whatever...actually I haven't tried until this one, but IM not entertaining this idea for a long time now. I've had it. Do guys still want ladies? Or just hook up's? Maybe I live in a fairytale world....but I am HAPPY THERE! I mean does Cinderella not give that one away? Whatever....I truly do find this to be extremely funny really...it's just sad that an adorable sweet guy does not get it...oh well!